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EVERYONE NEEDS THIS ON THEIR BLOG.
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It’s knowing that you’ve friends rooting for you. Someone, at the least one, willing to be there for you. People who you treasure giving a part of themselves to you (albeit not fully, I’m content). Willing to bring you back, pull you grounded. To keep you from losing yourself in the darkest hours. It’s this knowledge that makes one willing to fight on, knowing that there is at least one person there for you, at the start by your side, in the middle with you and hopefully at the end triumphant together.
oglcamp’12 left me feeling magical. best camp i’ve ever been to hands down. it was TRULY magical and inspiring. you could really feel the love everyone has for each other. how everyone tries their hardest and goes all out for their houses. keller ogls made everything worth the time. i’ll be looking forward to more memories with this awesome bunch. hopefully we’ll stay this way, so tightknit for a very long time. i couldnt wait to be home on the first day of camp, now that i’m home alone i’m greatly missing the high i got in the company of keller ogls :-( the past 3 days were indescribable, orientation come quick!!!!!!
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i’m never the kind who knows what she wants. i’ll make up my mind on something and decide against it sooner or later. i feel the riot of butterflies when i’m with a guy (who i usually THINK i adore) and conclude that i like him. the most extreme cases: in naivety even assume that this must be how it feels to be irrevocably in love. i’ll share a laugh with a group of girls and the next day or so feel one of them getting clingy and detach myself from the group. they’ll have their own little secrets and plans, pushing me off the cliff of never ending friendship which i was sincerely planning on reaching. i change my mind quickly. too quickly for any relationship i form to be healthy. one minute i’m all yours, the next i’m not. i get random bursts of overwhelming love for people. then get majorly sulky when i see them having more fun with other friends. the sickest part of it all is “punishing” friends. 1 hr of late replies from you begets 2 hrs of a “late reply” from me. in all honesty, i’ll have no friends by the end of this for revealing how awfully needy and (at times) reclused i can really be. but, my point is. this. this, is all i need. a group of friends who offer me the right amount of space and the right amount of love. having long walks with me, making me smile, laugh. even angering me with single word replies at times. regardless, never have i felt suffocated and never have i felt really really deathly alone either. have always been naive and foolish in saying this but maybe this is what true love feels like, thank you for being there most of the time. and even thank you for NOT being there all the time. best things that have happened to me so far. gdnight everyone, happy last day of 2011, my dear sunshine
I know now that it’s not about you, I know that I can’t live without you
I just can’t escape this feeling but it’s taking over me, all over me. I know now I can’t try to hide it. It’s clear to me that I can’t fight it
